Crew Member Reveals Depression After ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space earlier this year, which also included celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, recalling a check-in call from a mission companion in the days following the flight.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and operated research during the mission, said everything she had worked for – including her scientific research and years of training to the personal milestone of her heritage – was buried under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is best known for her pioneering work protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the supporters whose support were her lifeline. “You were my salvation,” she affirmed.
She noted that despite the negativity, important benefits had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the Kármán line of outer space.
The group of women also comprised accomplished professionals from different industries.
The venture behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a well-known tech mogul.
